It's strange... opening up my xanga, and looking at all my subscriptions, and viewing their blogs, and "Let Go" pours out of my speakers.. immediately I feel my heart beat heavier and start to drop, drop, drop...

It makes me feel young again. It makes me want to love again.

byebye xanga.

I don't need you anymore.

SAD SECTION =[

01. Have you ever really cried your heart out?
it's still there.

02. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
sure.

03. Have you ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
don't think so.

04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex?
yes.

05. Do you cry when you get an injury?
I try not to. I usually always laugh.

06. Do certain songs make you cry?
kind of.

HAPPY SECTION =D

01. Are you a happy person?
I guess.

02. What can always make you happy?
nothing.

03. Do you wish you were happier?
no.

04. Is being happy overrated?
no.

05. Can music make you happy?
usually.

LOVE SECTION

01. How many times have you had your heart broken?
none.

02. Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?
right now.

03. Anyone besides your friends/family ever said they loved you?
sure.

04. Have you ever been head over heels?
uhm, whatever.

HATE SECTION

01. Who do you hate right now?
I try not to waste my time.

02. Have you ever made a hit list?
no.

03. Have you ever been on a hit list?
probably.

04. Are you a mean bully?
aren't all bullies mean?

05. Do you hate George Bush?
he's fucking stupid.

SELF ESTEEM SECTION

01. Do you wish you could be someone else?
not really.

I HAVE...

[ ] done drugs
[ ] been to a rave.
[x] ridden in a taxi.
[x] jumped a ramp with a bike.
[x] been used.
[ ] ran from the cops.
[ ] been fired
[x] car accident
[x] fired a real gun.
[ ] snuck out of the house.
[ ] been arrested.
[x] gone in a mosh pit.
[x] stolen something from your school.
[ ] celebrated New Year's in Times Square or Disney World
[ ] gone on a blind date.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher
[ ] celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] been to Europe.
[ ] been to Australia
[ ] been to Hawaii
[ ] been to mexico
[x] skipped school
[ ] thrown up from drinking.
[x] played 'Clue'.
[x] had a sleepover.
[ ] gone ice skating.
[ ] been cheated on
[ ] had your tonsils out.
[x]have/had a TRUCK.
[x] driven a car.
[ ] totaled a car.
[ ] flashed someone
[ ] been flashed
[x] been mooned

DO YOU...

[ ] feel loved
[ ] feel lonely.
[ ] feel happy.
[ ] hate yourself.
[x] have a dog
[x] sing along with your music.
[x]listen to Hawaiian Music.
[x] listen to rock
[x] listen to punk
[x] listen to hip hop
[ ] listen to rap
[ ] listen to country.
[x] listen to reggae.
[x] listen to techno.
[x] listen to hardcore.
[x] wear boxers
[x] wear eyeliner
[xsometimes] wear mascara

ARE YOU...

[x] bored
[ ] happy
[x] upset
[ ]blonde
[ ] brunette
[ ] a redhead
[ ] short
[x] average
[ ] tall
[ ] buzzed
[ ]high
[ ] caffeinated
[x] annoyed.
[x] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[x] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[x] very ticklish
[x] listening to music.

LOOK AT ME

01. What is your current hair color?
black, brown, orangy.

02. Whats your natural color?
brownish.

03. What color are your eyes?
hazel.

04. Current Piercings?
ears.

05. Straight Hair or Curls?
straight.

CURRENTLY WEARING

01. What shirt are you wearing?
chip n dale.

02. Shorts?
yes.

03. Shoes?
socks.

05. Necklaces?
yeah.

THIS OR THAT

01. Rock or rap?
rock.

02. Coffee or Hot Cocoa?
aah both.

03. Wild or romantic night?
both.

04. Chocolate or Vanilla?
depends.

05. Hummer or Sports Car?
neither.

06. Bracelet or Necklace?
both.

07. History or Science?
history.

08. Sleep in or Wake up early?
both.

09. Beach or Boardwalk?
never been on a boardwalk.

10. Hoodie or Tee Shirt?
tee.

11. Night or Day?
day.

12. High School or college?
idk.

13. California or Florida?
neither.

14. Love at first sight or Learn to Love?
no.

HAVE YOU EVER

01. Hugged someone?
yes.

02. Been on the phone until the sun came up?
no.

03. Put a song on repeat for more than an hour?
chyeah.

04. Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?
yeah.

LASTS

01. person you talked to in person
dad.

02. person you talked to online?
uhhhhhhhhhh I can't remember.

05. laugh?
on the bus.

OTHER

01. Do you like surveys?
no.

02. What kind of shampoo do you use?
like 10 different things.

03. Do you get along with your parents?
usually.

04. Do you have mental breakdowns?
at times, attacks.

05. Did you ever fake being sick?
yeah.

CURRENT

01. Current Mood:
bleh.

02. Current music:
willy wonka, I want a golden goose song.

03. Current hair:
pulled back in one of those metal thingies.

04. Current School:
whhs.

05. Current Thing I Ought To Be Doing:
putting up more pics.

UGH.

the strokes at thomas wolfe are freakin $105.

WHATTHEJUNK.

it's really gross.

seriously, dude.